Joe Fabel is a poet who lives in
northern California and writes from his heart what he
feels and experiences each day. He has a new poetry book contacted to come
out in 2005. He made a presentation at Elk Grove's "Salute to Veterans"
program 5/22/04 and was a big hit. He will be invited to more veteran events
to recite his poems in the future. It is our honor to share some of
his poems on our website. From time to time we will be adding new poetry
from Joe.
"I WOKE UP TODAY....."
Being a creature of some habit,
I rose out of bed at early dawn
Ready to face the day’s offerings,
Willing myself to be prepared.
No foolish need to anticipate what will
Be presented during the hours ahead;
Neither Fate nor fickle Chance has
Any bold sway in my decision making.
"Carpe diem" spells my mood this moment;
"Grab the day" and full speed ahead;
Accept that golden rule for every task:
"Be prepared for the most unexpected".
Ah, that elixir of everyone’s daily life,
That soothing balm which greets all,
The unexpected always must be expected,
Welcomed as your ubiquitous companion.
The ones unprepared for such challenge,
Those who suspect all will be well today,
Open their hearts and souls for disappointment
And unending and weighty distracting events.
However, each of you have lived long enough,
Gone through many times in the recent past
Where that which you expected and hoped for
Proved most elusive and outside your grasp.
Yes, your need to accept what is presented,
To take the cow’s ear and fabricate a purse,
That hoped for control of all daily offerings,
Most often is discovered to be deep within you.
Leroy doesn’t ask but he
wants something;
His posture betrays him but messages me.
I wish he would use his words to ask,
But bitter experience has wipe that away.
Being 5 years old (yes, count your fingers)
Should bring with it excitement and joy;
However, Leroy’s early years lacked love
And affection, those encouraging maternal acts.
His mother, my only daughter, is "away" right now,
Living a life outside of reality behind iron bars.
Her life’s choices didn’t include having a baby,
That incident happened when she was so "high".
That phrase they use, what is it? Oh, yes, residual.
My of my, the ugly habits of the mother passed on
To the unsuspecting little baby becoming a child.
Not a choice for Leroy; rather a hereditary hell.
Yes, I want Leroy with me every minute and hour
And day and year; he is starved for maternal affection,
Something I have in abundance after being rejected
By my own confused, bewildered and lost child.
So, I am Leroy’s mother-grandmother by choice
Lovingly made and welcomed each and every day.
Even if he fails to comprehend his situation,
I will be there for him every moment of every day.
Poet's note: There was an article in the Bee today about a pilot from WW2
whose remains were just discovered in Europe. That story prompted this poem
of mine.
THAT OPEN HURT IN MY SOUL!
My soldier husband is gone I know not where;
"Missing In Action" is not a place to search.
No letters from fellow fighters, close buddies;
Nothing but for the words "Missing In Action".
The weighty question: "What happened"?
"To where has my loved one disappeared?"
Questioning without the benefit of answers;
Wanting the truth no matter what hurt it brings.
The crushing anguish on my body and soul
Brutally continues hourly, day in and day out.
You mention the need, the desire for Closure,
|That most elusive and vainly sought goal.
Ah, if I could only envision a painless ending,
A conclusion quickly over and free of frightful pain.
Free me from this persisting, unending "not knowing";
Provide that conclusive knowledge which brings Closure.
Comfort me with the truth as he comforted me with his love,
Help me and my children lovingly accept that he is at peace.
Poet's note: I have several friends who own restaurants and I found that
the theme of my following poem applied to each of them over the "beginning"
years. Each did the job the hard way: they continued to put in the long
hours. That believe in the "American Dream". Joe
YES, HE OWNS THE PLACE!
That implacable American Dream
Of owning your own business,
Being the "Boss" in charge of all.
Of course, the early drive and energy
Daily infuses him with that extra strength
To carry all demands through the day.
Patience continues to be the virtue
That he understood was needed above all.
The castle of ownership is built so slowly.
Nevertheless, this restaurant belongs to him
And he alone carries the high title of "Boss".
With the name comes all the responsibility.
He has become an expert at cleaning tables,
Seating clientele, taking menu orders,
Sweeping and mopping when closing comes.
The thrill of ownership at times must be sought,
That somewhat elusive "king of all I behold"!
"Would you take care of that leaking toilet, boss?"
But, he welcomes that especial American dream
That infects us all to rise beyond our beginnings,
To willing strive and sacrifice for intended goals.
That is a blessing which is most peculiarly ours
When we are born into or earn our citizenship;
We respect it, we prize it, we will always defend it.
Poet's note: The following poem recently earned me The Editor's Choice
Award For Outstanding Achievement in Poetry from the International House
of Poetry. They said that it displays an unique perspective and original
creativity. Maybe I won because it features animals. Joe
I have several friends who own restaurants and I found that the theme of
my following poem applied to each of them over the "beginning" years. Each
did the job the hard way: they continued to put in the long hours. That
believe in the "American Dream".
YES, HE OWNS THE PLACE!
That implacable American Dream
Of owning your own business,
Being the "Boss" in charge of all.
Of course, the early drive and energy
Daily infuses him with that extra strength
To carry all demands through the day.
Patience continues to be the virtue
That he understood was needed above all.
The castle of ownership is built so slowly.
Nevertheless, this restaurant belongs to him
And he alone carries the high title of "Boss".
With the name comes all the responsibility.
He has become an expert at cleaning tables,
Seating clientele, taking menu orders,
Sweeping and mopping when closing comes.
The thrill of ownership at times must be sought,
That somewhat elusive "king of all I behold"!
"Would you take care of that leaking toilet, boss?"
But, he welcomes that especial American dream
That infects us all to rise beyond our beginnings,
To willing strive and sacrifice for intended goals.
That is a blessing which is most peculiarly ours
When we are born into or earn our citizenship;
We respect it, we prize it, we will always defend it.
"I send this new poem to you to explain my position on
Theology and Science.
I hold it as a most laudable position." Joe
THE LAMB OF TARTARY, THE BORAMERZ*
Mythology names it both a plant and an animal;
"Within the burst melon appears a little lamb,
Clothed with a stunning fleece of pure white."*
"While you were sleeping, did the sheep mate with the melon?"*
Does shallow investigation blindly lead into such a myth?
Appearances birth both facts and fallacies a plenty.
Searching literature we discover Erasmus Darwin parsing:
"...that eyes with mute tenderness her distant dam
And seems to bleat----a vegetable lamb."*
"Or that of Plato?s ?wool bearing tree? which proved to be
In reference to our long existing plant, the cotton stalk."*
Yes, un-hesitantly man tended to label from ignorance.
Do these attempts to explain educate us or distract us?
Is truth labeled so falsely in man's hurrying to identify?
Or does a portion of mankind purposely avoid scientific study?
Apparently one curse of the Garden of Eden plagues us:
Man is prone to trust in a mystical faith-naming
As he investigates the environment in which he lives.
Science is not an antagonist! It is a sturdy helpmate,
A studied discipline capable of eliciting truth,
A positing of theories, a construct of repeated study.
Far be it to state that philosophy and theology
Are unable to cohabitate the universe without rancor.
Each has its assigned role as a helpmate to humankind.
One is tasked with investigating and understanding,
The other holds the duty to inspire morality and belief.
Never should there be assigned battle betwixt the two.
Thus, there is a noble calling for each of the disciplines.
Confusing the roles produces only anger and friction.
Both studies are desired to broaden human understanding.
As Theology has a right and true role in human experience
So does the Discipline of Scientific study fulfill mankind.
Afford each its proper sphere of influence to instruct.
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Copyright 2004 Joe Fabel
(The above five * marks indicate quotations taken from Shakespeare's Imagery
by Caroline Spurgeon, Cambridge University Press, 1935, page 4. These
remarks and quotes by Ms. Spurgeon initiated the germination of my poetic
composition.)
"Sometimes I remember my days
(and years) at my preschool business and miss
the interaction of the children. Then, as a retiree, I recall the
hours and
challenges of owning such a business. I choose to remain retired!"
"I dedicate this poem to all of those thousands of wonderful
children who
attended my preschools from 1974 thru 2003." Joe
"BIG PEOPLE IN THE MAKING"
Such a lively, active group of boys and girls,
Testing their boundaries, feeling their potentials,
Experiencing the healthy challenges of play time.
Eyes gleam upon discovery, quickly moving on
To another attraction, questioning the way it works,
Happily satisfied with an interior "I did it by myself!"
A choice of a special puzzle already mastered,
Yet wanting to display to oneself the ability
To place the varied shaped pieces quickly.
"Miss Jean, can I paint with you, please?"
Moving to the table without waiting for "sure!"
Knowing that she would be welcomed gladly.
"Is it lunch time already? Can I keep painting?"
Eyes sparkling, anxiousness bubbling readily,
Butterfly-like flitting from job to appealing job.
Just a day in the life of a happy Preschooler,
Displaying youthful excitement in discovery,
Wanting more, thirsting for rich new doings.
Nothing promotes social and intellectual growth
As a day of looking into undiscovered experiences,
Allowing the mind to enkindle and love success.
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